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i guess im not really sure where my life is going. i reach for the inaccessable things, and i dont understand myself. i overestimate others and underestimate myself. i am a hypocrite. i let myself get pushed around. i fish for compliments. i dream dreams that will never come true. i enjoy the sweepstakes before i win the contest. i disappoint myself because i am a perfectionist. i eat my feelings. i am uncomfortable with myself. i constantly worry that my friends are going to turn on me. i conform, and i hate it. i make plans, then burn the pages in the kitchen sink. i write 100 page stories and tuck them away forever. i trip over my words when i talk too fast. i want everything but never work for anything. i am a procrastinator. i am insecure. i worry about what others think of me. i hate my body, but do nothing to change it. i cry myself to sleep because i am so confused. i never know what to expect in this life so i've stopped expecting. i feel out of it and immature, even though i know that i can act older than i am. i witness gossip about my very closest friends, but i do nothing. i am completely out of control. i wear my heart on my sleeve. i am boy crazy and it hurts alot. i fall in love with my guyfriends and rip my own heart to pieces. i hate bullshit, but it spews out of my mouth constantly. i am inexperienced. i scare guys away because i am obnoxiously loud. i show off because i am insecure. i get my heart broken alot. i can never get a guy close enough to see the other side of me. i wish i was older. i wish i was richer, but not just in money. i wish that i could find a way to love myself. i cry when i feel like the world has turned its back on me. i feel all alone most of the time. i tell secrets. i am moody and i hate my laugh. i am emo and i dont want to be. i befriend people for the wrong reasons. i take things personally far to often.
i dont know what will happen to me, and that is what worries me the most.

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